Now i'm all wick, i can't stand his permanent drammas about everything. he's screaming, shouting, he's way not the person i used to know. he became exactly what i hate and what i'm not comfortable with. he's nothing but fears, tears and violence. i don't even recognise him through the nightmare it's became . i don't know what to do; he's a child wi

I don't know what's happened to me. i've lost the faith, and my power to change thing, it's not the way to heal; it's a way back. years after years i'm still depressed. years after years every time i'm feeling better, something put me back down. loosing someone is the worse thing ever, i do know well my subject. i do know as well that everytime, i'

Today, i missed my day. i wasn't living it, it was like i was standing and walking next to me. i watched as i was watching a movie... everything is transparent. i miss my u.k and my germany. i miss myself as well. sorry, if i do not contact you at the moment. i have to be braver and stronger than i ever was...

"seeds of eulogy to sow along with dreams fill the need that can leave us grieving alone a symphony resounding in our minds guides us through - as you hear me as you do - as you need me " extrait de tides of time (epica) pictures: godric & eric; true blood

"but if you want to leave take good care" * ne te retournes pas puisque tu as clairement exprimé tes désirs. je te promet de faire de même et plus jamais tu ne me verras.

Demain, dès l'aube, à l'heure où blanchit la campagne, je partirai. vois-tu, je sais que tu m'attends. j'irai par la forêt, j'irai par la montagne. je ne puis demeurer loin de toi plus longtemps. je marcherai les yeux fixés sur mes pensées, sans rien voir au dehors, sans entendre aucun bruit, seul, inconnu, le dos courbé, les mains croisées

Rien à écrire si ce n'est : ne voyez pas harry potter 6. mais lisez-le, cet oeuvre est tout simplement une merveille d'écriture. cependant je conseille aux fans de drago malefoy et autres mangemorts de le voir, uniquement pour la performance remarquable de tom felton. ainsi que pour celle d'helena boham carter. bien que son personnage, bellatrix

Guys, i'm pregnant !! <3

Et ce craquement, si sonore pour toi, mais inaudible pour les autres est bien celui que tu redoutais. ramasser les éclats ne te mènerai à rien hormis tenter de repousser une saison bien plus glaciale que celle pendant laquelle ton glas a bien failli résonner. pourras-tu un jour comprendre qu'il n'y a aucun remède. et la douleur ne fait qu'acce

I'm sorry, i failed, i can't make you proud, i can't stop crying. you were my everything. i do remember our last conversation, eating cherry gums, and arguing about the world. i do remember the last thing you said to me and i do remember why the last time i saw your face, you had no smile. i miss you more than everyone and everything. i love you mo