I feel like life - living? - is on a break right now. i do not sleep yet i do not feel tired, i do not eat yet i do not feel hungry, i run and my heart doesn't speed up, i walk endlessly and my muscles do not warm up. i had a tattoo and didn't feel the needle, i hook up and don't sense the sexes. i do not. to the question to be or not to be, i'd sa

I'm sick to my stomach and my guts are all clenched i wish i could puke you out of my system i thought it meant something the knot stuck in my throat you've captivated me by having me all weeping and nauseous. at first i couldn't tell where the shivers did come from it should've rung a bell but i blamed it on the rum. my friends told me to keep my

Is it because you're scared? is it because you're scarred? you discarded every ace but you won't show your trump card is it because you're afraid? is it maybe too hard? every one saw you searching for my hand but no one can see through your heart is it because you're hurt? is it because you're proud? you're quite apart from your boys' club but your

J'ai acheté des fleurs de toutes sortes, de toutes formes, de toutes les couleurs que tu aimais mais toutes mornes - toutes les fleurs sont mornes depuis le mois de mai. j'ai voulu égayer ta lourde pierre rose et froide comme si je pouvais remédier à cet inexorable fait : tu t'éloignes et toutes mes fleurs n'y pourront rien changer. pour te ga

Everything was so quiet before she came my world was in a riot and then she came the storm, the hail, the pain and then she came, and then she came. everything was so dull before she danced my world was so little and then she danced the tempest within my skull and then she danced, and then she danced. everything felt so numb before she smiled my wo

Loving you is exhausting and painful and disturbing and there's no way i'm stopping loving you, it's exhausting. losing you was revolting, hating you was like swimming against the current while white water rafting still, loving you is exhausting. loving you exhausts me it tires and wrenches and wounds my body loving you is killing me but i've been

You know i love you more than words can say... but i had to try anyway. may your days be merry, honey ❤️ you say "this shirt has never been so beautifully worn" and i can hear the smile behind your whisper i tease "too bad it's going to be torn", so you lean in and give in to the fever. there's no storm you can't weather, there's no ice wall yo

It was the best of towns, the coldest night i rolled the dice and won your heart but i didn't mean it and we didn't want it your red plaid shirt was way too big you hair was down and i was weak but we went as we weren't across the current you fell for every stupid joke i made and i fell for every silly game you played i knew it from the first book

Take a second let me introduce myself i'm the one that will get you high the best my scent is your fav and my taste is what you'll like i'll take you up to parties in some dead end streets i'll make you look cool and you'll soon believe that i am the one, i'll always be on your mind, on your mind night after night i'll keep you company day after da

There's the things i cannot do and the things that i dream of there's the moves i hold back too and then there's your drunk approach there's the places we failed to reach and there's the words you didn't say there's my heart, torn piece by piece and there's your proud and abrupt way there's this girl you won't mention and there's this boy who fucke